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When Doing the Right Thing Feels One-Sided: Loving Without Reciprocity blog post

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Deborah Colleen Rose

6/17/20254 min read

There’s a hollow that forms in the soul when you love deeply... and it's not returned.
When you show up... and they don’t notice.
When you give grace... and they give silence.
When you do the right thing... and it feels like it’s only you doing it.

It’s exhausting.
It’s unfair.
And if we’re honest, it sometimes feels foolish.

🤝 Reciprocity: The Currency of Human Connection

Let’s start here: reciprocity matters.

  • You speak—I listen.

  • I help—you appreciate.

  • I give—you give.

That’s the basic rhythm of mutual relationship. It’s how friendships are built, how marriages thrive, how teams win, how families heal.

When it’s there, it feels like breathing.
When it’s missing, it feels like drowning.

But there’s another rhythm we’re called to as Christians. A harder one. A higher one.

✝️ Christ-Like Love Is Not Transactional

The love of Christ is not a trade—it’s a choice.
It is generous without keeping score.
It is patient even when patience isn’t returned.
It is kind even when it’s met with indifference.

“But God demonstrates His own love for us in this: while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” — Romans 5:8

That is not fair love.
That is holy love.
That’s love that moves even when it’s not mirrored.

🔥 The Pain of One-Sided Righteousness

Let’s tell the truth: doing the right thing without recognition, gratitude, or change feels like bleeding on an altar no one cares about.

  • You forgive—but they never say sorry.

  • You reach out—but they ghost you again.

  • You set the table—but they never show up.

And then there’s this whisper:

“Why bother?”
“I’m tired of being the bigger person.”
“They don’t deserve it.”

And maybe they don’t. But love isn’t about what someone deserves—it’s about who you’ve chosen to be.

🙌 What Loving Like Christ Actually Looks Like

Let’s stop painting Christian love as soft and passive. It’s not.

It’s a love that washes the feet of the betrayer.
It’s a love that weeps while forgiving the unrepentant.
It’s a love that hangs on a cross and still says, “Father, forgive them.”

That’s not weakness. That’s divine ferocity.
That’s strength with skin on.
That’s power under control.

To love like Christ is to act, not react.
To give, not because they’re worthy—but because He is.

🧭 How to Keep Loving When You’re Drained

1. Discernment Over Time: Obedience, Not Obligation

Loving like Christ isn’t about staying stuck. It’s about staying in step with the Spirit.

“There are seasons to love like a lighthouse—unmoving and steady.
And there are seasons to love like a lantern—carried gently through the dark, moved when the wind shifts.”

The Holy Spirit is dynamic, not codependent. What was obedience in one season may become burnout in the next. Christ-form love requires discernment, not just endurance.

Ask yourself regularly:

  • Is this still love, or is it martyrdom?

  • Is God asking me to persist, or to release?

There’s holiness in knowing when to shift postures—not just when to show up.

2. Emotional Labor and the Weight of “Being the Healthy One”

Sometimes, the person doing the right thing is also the one doing all the emotional heavy lifting. You’ve done the therapy. You’ve learned how to speak kindly. You’ve unpacked the trauma. You’re now the “safe” one—and they treat your safety like a dumping ground.

“Just because you’ve done the work doesn’t mean you owe others unlimited access to the fruit of it.”

It is not your job to carry the entire relationship on your back. Christ-form love is self-sacrificial, not self-erasing. It honors both the other person and yourself.

3. A Word to the People-Pleasers: Don’t Confuse Love with Self-Abandonment

Let’s say this clearly and with love:

“If you are loving out of fear—fear of being rejected, labeled, or unloved—then it isn’t really love. It’s survival wearing a halo.”

Loving like Christ is bold, not begging. It’s grounded in freedom, not fear. If you’re doing “the right thing” to keep the peace, to avoid abandonment, or to win someone over, you’re not loving—you’re negotiating.

Christ never begged to be loved. He offered love. And let people choose.

⚖️ What This Doesn’t Mean

Let’s be clear about what this kind of love is not:

  • It is not staying in abuse.

  • It is not tolerating manipulation or cruelty.

  • It is not neglecting your own soul.

Christ walked away often. He didn’t entrust Himself to everyone. He set boundaries. He chose silence sometimes. He withdrew to be with God—not to prove a point, but to preserve His peace.

Loving like Christ may mean:

  • Stepping back—but still wishing them well.

  • Saying no—but not holding hate.

  • Ending the relationship—but keeping your dignity intact.

💡 When Love Is Not Returned—But Still Required

There’s a strange holiness in being the only one doing the right thing.

Because when no one else is kind—and you are?
That’s kingdom work.
When no one else is generous—and you are?
That’s legacy building.
When no one else is honest—and you are?
That’s walking in the light.

“If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Even sinners do that.” — Matthew 5:46

The reward isn't applause.
It's becoming more like Him.

🛐 A Prayer for the One Who Keeps Doing the Right Thing

Lord,
I’m tired of giving and not receiving.
Tired of loving and not being loved back.
Teach me to love like You—not because it’s fair,
But because it’s free.

Keep my heart soft but strong.
Help me set boundaries without bitterness.
Show me how to rest without guilt.

And when I’m tempted to stop doing good—
Remind me:
You see.
You know.
And You never waste a seed of love.

💬 Final Word: You’re Not a Fool for Doing the Right Thing

You’re not soft.
You’re not weak.
You’re not stupid for showing up with love when they come with silence or scorn.

You’re walking the narrow way.
You’re showing heaven what it looks like to take action without transaction.
And in a world that only loves the lovable—you’re becoming a living sermon.